Hey guys,
Well this is suer nothing like home. We made it here fine and I am alive but definetly in shock. I feel sick about 90% of the time and I miss home more than I ever though possible. I haven't had more than 3 hours of sleep each night and it is sure taking it's tole. My brain isn't functioning and neither is my stomech. I am trying to stay possitive but it's very hard. Tomorrow morning we leave for Singida at 6am and I'm hoping it will be better there. It is very hot, humid, loud and emotionally, mentally, and physically drianing here. So far all I can think to myself is what am I doing here. Things are tough especially running on this little sleep. I have considered flying home but I know it will get better and right now I am just in shock. Mom I hope I don't worry you too much but I do feel like crap. I love you lots and really miss you all.
On to a happier note I went swimming in the Indian Ocean yesterday and it was very nice. People here are quite friendly and happy which down help, but it's still not easy. I don't know when I will be able to blog again, I hope real soon. There are computers in Singida and we will be in the town until Saturday so I hope to write again by then. I am trying to think of something else good to say. I still don't quite know how I'm going to get though this but I know I'll manage. Anyway I think that's all for now. Give my dog a kiss and tell her I love her. I miss you all tones and so does Richard. He too is having a very hard time. Trying to swallow his milaria pill the other night made him very sick and he doesn't seem to be getting any better at it. I have tones of stories and things to tell everyone already but I will save it for another day. I love you all and miss you tones please leave comments cause I'm feeling a little alone. Talk to you asap. Lots and lots of love,
Tina
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Oh, poor Tina and Richard! That sounds really tough. I'm sure you guys will get used to it, though, and be able to appreciate the experience, even if it's not what you expected. You should try to meditate! There's a sleep exercise in my book; I'll look it up and email it to you. You've managed to freak me out a bit, since I leave in eight days and I'll be all by myself!
Nothing exciting has happened around here. The horses are out on the other side and getting even fatter. I cleaned the shelter and Shah's side was disgusting!
Anyway, miss you lots (Seriously. I've had a lot of thoughts, so you're going to get an earful when I see you in July.) and can't wait to see you. Try to stay positive-I'm sure it will get better!
Hello Tina,
I remember when I was your age (...when my chores where to feed and manure the perissodactyls since horses had not yet evolved...) I flew from Saskatoon to New York City. When I arrived downtown I immediately and intensely hated it and wanted to fly home. It was crowded and noisy and stinky and sweaty. And by the end of my trip I was wishing I could live there for at least 6 months. So I hope you have a similar experience and eventually grow in love with Africa. (That said, at least New York had flush toilets & toilet paper! Hee-hee.) With love,
Tina! I hope you feel better soon!
I can't even imagine the culture shock you must be going through -- I refused to leave our apartment for a day when I first moved to Quebec.
Take care!
Sorry about the delayed response -- experiencing some technical difficulties!!
Still experiencing technical difficulties, so I sent a message on your other source. Hope you get it that one. Chin up! Think POSITIVE. Brandi sends lots of wet slurps and I send a big bunch of hugs and kisses. Love Mom.
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